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Take a look at this guy's blog I came across today and tell me he's not gay. http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=JkNiGhT12387
Posted at 08:25 pm by --_r0xy_--
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True // Ryan Cabrera
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
<3
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
I'ts time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
a c ous t i c # 3
They painted up your secrets
With the lies they told to you
And the least they ever gave you
Was the most you ever knew
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And I wonder where these dreams go
When the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming
No one's listening anyway
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Your voice is small and fading
And you hide in here unknown
And your mother loves your father
'Cause she's got nowhere to go
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And she wonders where these dreams go
'Cause the world got in her way
What's the point in ever trying
Nothing's changing anyway
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They press their lips against you
And you love the lies they say
And I tried so hard to reach you
But you're falling anyway
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And you know I see right through you
When the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screamin'
You're not listening anyway
Posted at 10:11 pm by --_r0xy_--
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17 Years ago on this day, I was born! lol. I don't want to have a bad day, but it's just started out so crappy and I feel so horribly sick. My whole body aches, my tummy hurts, my throat hurts, I'm coughy and blaaaaaah. I'm so sleepy. I just want to sleep. Like I told Ty, I wish I could postpone my bday till I feel like i'm a yr older.
Posted at 12:42 pm by --_r0xy_--
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Happy happy HAPPY 18th birthday to my sweety, Tyler.
On that happy note, yesterday, shortly after beating him
in BCIS in the Jack-o-lantern Contest that Mrs.Campbell threw, Josh told me,
"You know what, Roxanne? I'm a bad sport. I hope you eat a marshmallow
and choke on it..lol."
lol I laughed.
If there were no words, no way to speak
I would still hear you.
If there were no tears,
no way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you.
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance rann out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all I need
My Love, My Valentine...
Posted at 08:45 pm by --_r0xy_--
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So chris is starting his own little HALO II website... it even has its own nifty domain name and everything. www.hybridmafia.com... well anyways, he told my sister that I knew nothing about webdesign. Hello, bitch? lol call me nerdy but yeah I was offended by that! So I AM nerdy but for all those precious nerd hours I spent on the internet teaching myself the ropes from HTML all the way to configuring my own flash all the way to designing my own layouts and webgraphics.... grr that bitch thinks just because he took two classes on it, he knows more than i do. Oh well. He learned. It was fun.
Tyler's birthday is coming up. Grr it pisses me off that I feel like I'm obligated to out-do myself on everything I've gotten for him so far... for instance, I've already gotten him a teddy bear, billions of cards, a little album i made for him myself, candy, Chrome the cologne, Aspen the cologne, two t-shirts from the buckle aaand yeah. I want to get him a hat but that seems to little compared to everything else i've gotten him. Should I get him that jacket from Abercrombie? or was it Holister that I found it at? SEE?!?! I'm so DESPERATE to find him something good that I don't even remember what stores sell what... or it could be that Holister and Abercrombie are practically the same only one is more expensive because they sell torn and pre-wrinkled clothes for 70+ bucks. I donno. He want's an MP3 Player because that's something he doesn't have. SHIT i should give him mine lol i don't even use it so it's like new! not. I could just give him money for strippers like my friend said before.... his birthday is October 30th and I'm seriously under pressure here! HELP!!
Posted at 08:24 pm by --_r0xy_--
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what am i reaching out for?
Posted at 01:46 am by --_r0xy_--
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You will never know my heart or how I feel. You will never know what I'm truly thinking. My emotions run much deeper than you know. My heart resides not in my body but in my mind, and it's through my mind and only through my mind am I able to feel. I feel you by thinking about you. You may think that I'm sincerely there, but that's just the illusion my heart and mind continually play, back and forth they go, and soon I'm not my own person. Remember when you hurt me once? I said you 'killed' my trust. The truth is, I don't trust you. I may have before, but since then, my mind has never forgotten WHAT you did, my heart has never forgotten how you made me feel, and I will never trust you again. I know you want my trust, but how can you have it? You really don't know how much that hurt me, what you did. I like to believe I can trust you, but the truth of the matter is that deep down inside, something has already made up its mind that if I trust you, I'll get hurt. I don't want to hurt. The day you told me what you did, you hurt me in the most sincere way. You hurt me the ONE WAY I feared the most. Please don't expect me to trust you, because expectations only run as honestly as the action which follows and your actions that day caused me to shatter emotionally. I love you, I really do, but I don't trust you.
Posted at 10:02 pm by --_r0xy_--
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...And I'm so sad...
...Like a good book...
...I can't put this...
...Day Back...
X-X
she's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
the killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
X-X
Posted at 08:05 pm by --_r0xy_--
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It was so sad. Shortly after I got out of school, I parked my car at HEB and accidentally locked my keys in the car. I called anyone and everyone possible to see if anyone could pick me up... luckily Sterling was around and gave me a ride home even though he was late for work because of me. I owe him one. I was planning on going to the mall toaday to get my boyfriend his birthday present... maybe from the Buckle? Abercrombie? I don't know. Anyways, my friend Creighton made a poll today in science over what I should get my boyfriend for his birthday. The majority of the people went with Creigh's idea... I should give Tyler money for strippers since he's turning 18... hell no.
Posted at 07:52 pm by --_r0xy_--
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You're a smooth and silky suave type! You exude class and you believe in tradition. A classical taste who doesn't like things to be too flashy or showy. Climb the Eiffel tower of taste with a spoonfull of you! Oui Oui!
